- 12:02 PM, Monday,
December 5th, 2016:
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- Ripping up carpet.
Ripping up nails. Ripping up your heart. It seems
construction under duress will also fit somewhere in
my life...
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- 12 years ago
I made the guesthouse while going through the
divorce. It was an emotional roller coaster as
I suddenly had to save my house by renting it out
while living in the garage. I knew nothing of
constructing anything but I had no time to worry
about that, nor the money to hire anyone so...
I just started building. I was in a haze, Jess
was leaving and when the entire thing was done I stood
in the room with Shizzle looking out the window all
alone. It was one helluva video now that I think
about it:
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- Jeeeeeeeeeeeeezus.
It seems Adam forgot how intesne divorce is. Man,
I haven't perused that lifetime for quite awhile.
Of course the irnoy is it's those very creatures that
gives me the heavy heart this time. I have to give up
my dogs. In fact, that transfer happened yesterday and
it was as surreal as anything about this week. The
focus is ALL on Cameron and making sure this house is
as free of dog hair/dander as possible that moving the
dogs to Karen's house was just another step. It'll
sink in later. Talya, Vienna and Cam moved back home
yesterday when the dogs moved out AND my father and
Kenny got here for a vacation so the whirlwind just
continues. So we're just monitoring Cam as he
readjusts. Still coughing but breathing better. And of
course we're cleaning and trying to piece together the
house. We took nearly every object out to clean it as
well as move every piece of furniture into the living
room while I redid the floors.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
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- There was of
course a lot of caffeine which lead to singing and
some enjoyment in the process. Gotta stay sane. Of
course I started singing Hale Bopp, the parody song
from 20 years ago at WTVN. Wow, I can actually
LINK to
that
entry...
christ this is a massive project. Anywhere, here's a
few clips of the floor stuff...
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- Man am I tired.
Next we see some more allergists I guess and go
to Children's Hospital to see if he needs to have he
may have a more serious condition. It's gonna be a
long couple of months I'm afraid. But it feels good to
know that we've done everything we possibly could to
help him. I hope the dogs work out at Karen's and
the kids can visit them every week... just gotta hope
and hope and continue to work on everything ahead of
us.
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- Whew.
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- Adam
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