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for me!)
11:59 PM,
Wednesday, November 26th, 2008:
Oh come on. The
last bastion of goodwill in my life and even that is
stained? Really?
I'm not naive. I
understand that my life on paper now no longer matches
me. I will need to grow some thicker skin and accept
that especially if I continue to put myself in
the public eye. However, there are a few areas you
hope you wouldn't have to think about that. Home...
and the pet shelter you buy your dog food at. LOL. A
place I've loved for nearly 6 years has completely
thrown me for a loop.
So I'm getting my
130 pounds of dog food (for roughly 2 months) and
amazingly the girl ringing it up actually recognized
my name from the credit card receipt. "Oh you're the
guy who sends all those videos". LMAO. Had to laugh at
that. I didn't realize I had put Pet Orphans
on the list and didn't know this girl at all.
I went back to my list and I realized it was
actually an email to someone that didn't work there
anymore. I wrote back and figured out that they all
ended up getting forwarded to her - and she hadn't the
fuckiest idea on why she kept getting them. Heh. We
chatted a bit and I went about my
life...
...a few days
later she mentions that she told some of the people at
Pet Orphans that she had met the "video" guy and
she was warned to stay away from me because I'm a
player who has been engaged 4 times, married once, and
constantly replaces one chick for the next.
Ahem.
Now, in the game
of "telephone" my life must certainly be fun. :-) Did
you also know that in that game I lived in Japan for a
year, was arrested protesting in DC and left my wife
because she was Buddhist? (sigh)
Any other year
I would laugh. But after this year? After the
amount I sacrificed to help someone, the unbelieveable
strength I showed when nearly everyone
I know would have RUN... it kills. It's
not funny, it's not cool and it makes me insane. No
one should have to commit their wife, EVER. No one
should be treated as cruely
(GOD I WANT TO UNLOCK THE HGTV ENTRY IN FEBRUARY)
as I was by her on a weekly basis and
I should be applauded for hanging in as long as
I did before SHE eventually ran away. It's a
wonder I can even function at this point... and
someone is going to have the audacity to act like
I WAS THE PLAYER.
DAAAHHHHHHH.
Now, Adam -
stop. This person didn't know you and the one that
did? She took the time to actually ask you and let
you set the record straight (then again, good luck
speaking to her again after having to rationalize 3
marriages in 3 minutes). Now, granted, Pet
Orphans... of all the places. It really wasn't an
exagerration to say that was the last bastion of
goodwill that had supported you for years and
always seemed to be nice to you - but still this
person didn't even know you, so you're gonna have
to let it go.
And
this week too. GODDAMN. I have to
unlock the last entry. I just have to.
It's nothing that hasn't been said before
- but I was trying not to bring Donna up
in any of these, but I can't help it.
She effected me so deeply and somehow it
seems to be getting even
worse.
The
puppies got a stuffed cougar though. :-)
Seriously - someone threw a huge stuffed
cougar over my wall (I gotta say,
that must seem like the magic wall to the
dogs) and once they realized it was "dead"
they had a ball. It's always cute when you
see this until you realize that they would
(and have) done the exact same thing to a
cat. Heh. But here they are, my 2 pet
orphans rescues playing at THA PLAYAS
house.
Adam, come on
man... let it go. You're spending Thanksgiving with
Hesh tomorrow - life is good. You can't worry about
what people think...
