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3:01 PM, Wednesday, March 19th 2008:
 
...ya want some?
 
Ha. Sorry, couldn't resist that one.
 
Try as I might to ignore politics for a month until Pennsylvania there was no missing the events of the last week or so. I've taken in everyone's reaction to the speech and all the events... and of course I have my opinions. I'll get to them in a second, but I gotta say the reactions are so extraordinary that I wonder if people even realize how much insight they give when they react? I can't remember an event so polarizing in politics. Polarizing well beyond political parties. A moment that so clearly defines who you are deep inside and honestly, just how deep your capacity is to put yourself in someone else's shoes. A whooooooooole lot of you can't. A stunning amount of highly intellectual people are completely unable to grasp "empathy". They cannot truly put themselves in the shoes of others and feel their experience. Something I take for granted...
 
"LeVar Burton is my favorite nigger..."
 
My grandmother watched Reading Rainbow religiously. Loved it. As you just read, the host, Mr. Burton, was her faaaaaaavorite. I loved nana to death and in the years since she passed the love grows fonder. She was an unconditional light in my life and I miss her terribly. I was never offended by her comments, I honestly thought they were cute. She's of that time. A time that has certainly passed in most parts of the country - and you let things like that go. That one always stuck out to me because she was actually being complimentary. Ha. It still makes me laugh a bit. Oh and another one of my favorites:
 
"It's too bad that AIDS kills the gay people because they're good at the arts"
 
These quotes may offend people, but they literally make me tear up because I miss her so much. She was the kindest person I've ever known and simply had a different experience. So when Obama mentioned his grandmother in his speech yesterday - it hit me. And of course, as you all can imagine, I thought the entire speech was astounding. The immediacy of reactions do it no justice. Pundits are paid to stand out... and "hope" is easy to dissect. I could give an entire dissertation on why that speech was a political move that failed miserably. And as I said before those who truly believe that speech was negative in any resepct, are saying far more about themselves in their reactions. But those reactions are literally the story of this nation.
 
Wright's comments? Nothin' new to me. When I first heard them my heart sank as politically I thought that was it for Obama. He already had the bullshit muslim/patriotism thing against him - and now this? I was pissed. I was pissed he didn't see this coming. But the actual comments? Are you kidding? I agree with almost all of them. And the ones I don't agree with? I respect and understand. I have no problem with the government/AIDS quote. None. Who am I to tell that to a race of people who went through Tuskeegee for 40 years? Wikipedia that for the story there. It's some pretty fucked up shit. I get the anger. I understand the distrust. I disagree, but I understand. And all the shit about 9/11? Listen to what the man said. We bomb all these places without batting an eye and then it happens to us and it's the biggest injustice in the history of mankind? Whatever. So yeah, those comments don't shock me. "God Damn America"? The man read quotes about God and country from the bible. How God would damn a nation that didn't treat it's citzens right and a list of other things. He was showing the hypocrisy of a nation that does evil things in the NAME of the Lord, and then says "God Bless America" afterwards. It's indeed hypocrisy. So again - in context - not shocking. But I thought Obama was toast. Then he went on Anderson Cooper and Keith Olbermann...
 
...and lied his fucking face off. It's a helluva moment the first time you watch that happen with someone you support. The lines in question were that he was never there when "incendiary" comments were made. Controversial, yes - but not "inflammatory or incendiary". He has wiggle room, but he's lying. He also said he never heard these comments or knew these views until he started running for president. LOL. 20 years Barack. Don't treat us like a bunch of kids. We're adults. And amazingly a few days later he decided to treat us like adults. He spent time during the campaign writing a speech. Writing a spectacular speech, by hand, by himself. Instead of sweeping it under the rug for his own political ass he made it even BIGGER and tried to teach. It is a rarity in politics that I have never seen in my lifetime, have never really read of in all the history I know of modern politics, and in the end - it really did very little. Why? You ready for this?
 
Like 3 of you watched all 37 minutes. LOL. I kid, I kid - but even as the speech was going on, I was like: "Dude, cut this shit shorter." Now in this day and age I think he made it as long as he did so there were numerous soundbites for the press but it was too long. Of course what is within that speech is the most refreshingly honest thing a politician has ever said. Ever. No... EVER. To have him say: "Here's what we think of white people when we're in private..." and then turn around with his white half and say: "Oh and those white people don't feel necessarily privledged right now and they're pissed too..." was so incredible I don't think we can understand it for another 20 years. For a man in his position to take that risk and stick up for Reverand Wright and the entire political community is just the riskiest, and coolest shit, I have ever seen a politician do. Some have said he could've done more - but remember... he's running for president. The balance of "presidential" and "influential" is a very tricky thing indeed. He was miraculous in that sense. You literally can't believe someone that intelligent (guys he wrote the speech - any idea how rare that is?) and that ballsy could be our president. It still really hasn't hit me.
 
It's hit the pundits though. And although the TV pundits are glowing...online? Not so much. And the conservatives are literally out of their minds about it. They are so caught up in this fake patriotism that has erupted since 9/11 they can't see what's being said. It's funny, these are the same people that put up Martin Luther King Jr. as the real black patriot and that Reverand Wright's anti-American sentiment is abhorrant. Oh really...
 
"God didn't call America to engage in a senseless, unjust war. ... And we are criminals in that war. We've committed more war crimes almost than any nation in the world, and I'm going to continue to say it. And we won't stop it because of our pride and our arrogance as a nation. But God has a way of even putting nations in their place." He then predicted this response from the Almighty: "And if you don't stop your reckless course, I'll rise up and break the backbone of your power."
 
Reverand Wright? No. That's your precious MLK speaking there. Calling the USA war criminals that will be put in their place by the "Almighty" if we continue on this course. People, do your homework. If Reverand Wright's comments really shock you that much, you're not paying attention. And seriously, if you think Obama believes the same thing - you're not really paying attention to this campaign. That's why I ask all of you to watch all 37 minutes. Seriously. Scroll up and hit play and watch it. Sit there, watch it. Unfortunately you're all skimming this right now so obviously you won't - but ha, that really is the key. Study his words, comprehend them. And then really try to understand. Not on a political level - on a human emotional level. What he is saying is the truth. And with his background? Wow. What a lesson he has to teach all of us.
 
Time will tell just how long we'll get to learn.
 
Adam