It's
astonishing... ('cause I use amazing and unbelieveable
far too often). It's astonishing that through
everything she still had someone who was her biggest
champion. Who loved her completely and accepted all of
her issues and faults and simply wanted to see her
succeed. Someone who kept entries locked so as to
protect her from her own actions and continued to
write loving songs as she went down her path alone. So
it makes perfect sense to treat that person
like a criminal.
Adam
in no
uncertain terms, do not call or write me or my
family ever again. your messages (both) will be
instantly deleted. this is the third time i am
asking (either directly or through someone else).
if you have questions about the divorce, there are
resources online or you can call the superior court
of la. i paid $350 to file the case. you have to
pay $350 (or i believe you can look into a waiver
for people who are unemployed) to respond either by
mail or at the courthouse within 30 days. consider
this my last correspondence.
d
I post this for
one reason. You ever hear some guy talk about his ex
and say something like: "Dude, I totally didn't do
anything - and she just went off." And you nod your
head, but in the back of it you're thinking:
"There's always another side of the story..." Well
suddenly I'm that dude, and I swear to Shizzle this is
a complete 180 and the timeline I laid out two
entries ago is dead-on. This is beyond bizarre.
Her mom and dad even wrote back to me "A lovely
surprise to hear from you.... lots of love!"
Bizarrrrrrrrrre. Even for Donna, this is as
out-of-character as her having a lawyer write her
email. She's certainly learning to be an American!
HAAAAAAA. What a story...
...and thankfully?
I'm in the middle of Disneyland and I'm hearing about
a thunderstorm on the MOON. It just doesn't come close
to affecting me. Too happy riding the rides at the
moment and my heart really does go out to her because
if she treats someone as unconditionally loving as me
like this? Her road is never gonna even out. You are
the company you keep. Simple as that. And what a
bizarre end to what was a beautiful success story in
my mind. As Cameron once said in 2003, I'm
done...
...and I'm also
done protecting her. Now, I won't bad mouth her, and
I'll always care deeply for her - but I'm sure as fuck
not going to continue to cover-up what happened when
we were together anymore. I kept that HGTV entry
locked ALLLLLLLLLLL this time because it was just
soooooooo damning to her character... but no longer.
You bitches gotta READ
that shit.
And then you gotta watch that show again
(right
here) and
feel that same punch in your stomach when Josh comes
on the screen that I did. This is movie shit. It's as
surreal a subplot as there has ever been in The
Journey and I'm as "jaw-dropped" as you all are
reading it. I feel like a reporter right now flying
over the keyboard 'cause shit's movin' so
fast.
But you can't beat
the timing. It's as if The Journey Gods were
like: "Alright, we need to completely clear up
every loose end before this all hits..." and BLAMMO.
At ths point? Who am I to question how this is all
coming down. I'm floating downstream and watching the
river bend ahead of me. So you just lay back and enjoy
the ride.
I'm gonna make a
bunch of frozen mixed drinks tonight and laugh at the
dog. Anyone wanna come?
