I have to
have written about this before on the site, right? Or
it's just obvious... I never sustain a hairstyle.
Ever. I cut it short, it grows to my shoulders and
I cut it off again. Haven't paid for a haircut in
20 years. Seems like an incredible waste to me and
I honestly get so bored with concerning myself
with "fashion" or "style" that I pay attention to
something else and my hair is to my shoulders again.
I like jeans and t-shirts and hair is like this
bodily function you can deal with once a year as
opposed to shaving which is REALLY
annoying.
So yeah,
I cut all my hair off again:
Is it weird that
I care so little about it? I mean, when I'm
overweight I try ridiculous things to make me look
skinnier (see CBS years), but even that seems to be
too much trouble 'cause in the end I say to
myself: "Dude, if you really wanted to be skinny you'd
workout and eat right, but down the clippers." and
I go write a song or move about my day.
I guess I only think about my appearence if
I'm meeting someone and when the hell does that
happen? Hell even on these videos I just, want to
capture reality so why would I worry about my hair for
those?
The closest
I ever had to a style was probably
August-September of last year. That mid-length which
I actually do prefer (this shit is way too short
now) but the cheapest and easiest way to achieve that
mid-length? Buzz your head 6 months before you want
that. LOL. The idea of going every month to maintain
that hair length seems so ridiculously self-centered
and that money can go towards the mortgage. I'm
realizing how weird I am the longer I type.
There is the other side of this...
...I can actually
pull off every hair length. If I'm in the 150s? I can
pull off the military cut. I like my hair
mid-length, I like it long... I guess
I have a good face shape for hair? I don't
know, but if it looked horrible short I probably
wouldn't be cutting my own hair and then maybe I'd
think monthly haircuts were worthwhile. Since every
stage is like playing another character for me? I'm
more apt to do it. Hmm, so I guess that means I'm
actually hyper-aware of how I look and DO
actually care about it. LOL. This entry is a giant
oxymoron.
But I've saved
thousands over my lifetime, so there is that.
;)
