- I hope
you don't mind that I am sending this poem
- I hope
it comforts you whenever you think of your
not for me though I am gone, into that
if you will but not for long, upon my
souls sweet flight.
am at peace, my soul's at rest. There
is no need for tears.
with your love I was blessed, for all
those many years.
is no pain, I suffer not. The fear now
all is gone.
now these things out of your thoughts.
In your memory I live
not my fight for breath, remember not
do not dwell upon my death, but
celebrate my life.
Shizzle always be in your heart. I think
its wonderful that he is with
- you on
your property. To be able to visit with
him everday is priceless.
- I am
completely doin' the "sniffle" crying that
5 year olds do right now. This is such a
peculiar pain for me. It hits me so
hard. And the whole "taking the voice
of the dog" aspect of that poem just
touches everything that hurts so bad about
Shizzle. The fight for breath line
actually hurts my chest as I specifically
wrote about how bad that was when I held
him as he passed.
after I read that poem I was thinking
about it... and I smiled. I thought of
how wonderful Shizzle was and completely
focused on how much love I had for him.
All the anger I spoke about the month
before on the year anniversary wasn't
day passed and I could almost feel
- ...and a week
later, I gotta say - the anger isn't there.
I just love him. He was a wonderful part of my
life, this journey, my videos, my songs... and he
still makes me laugh: