(you can always click this picture for the video, or wait until the link within the entry so it makes sense)
 
 
12:25 PM, Saturday, July 7th, 2007:
 
Oh the sweet irony of this entry on lucky # 07.07.07 with a video that's exactly 7 seconds long. That's The Journey for ya.
 
It gets slightly depressing when you look at where we were 5 months ago. 3 days away from exactly 5 months on the dot when that woman sat down and blew my fucking mind. Shall I refresh your memory?
 
So I was meeting with Vinnie Favale who is the VP of late night, Letterman and Fergusen, and I asked him if he had seen The Egos on Living Room Live. He hadn't, so I emailed him the page. He called back that afternoon(which is unheard of for someone so busy) and said: "This guy is incredible. We gotta put him on after Fergusen, and I have a name for the show: Up & Adam, let's meet with Steve (Friedman) over lunch and discuss it". They did and they want you to do whatever you can think of in those 30 minutes. Just go crazy. Mwah Mwah, mwah mwah mwah mwah, mwah mwah? Mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah. MWah? Mwah - mwah...mwha. Mwha mwha mwha. Mwha mwha mwha mwha.
 
Of course it's not her fault it was all bullshit, in fact it's nobody's fault. Vinnie in good faith wanted to do those things, but simply didn't have the power to. Can't fault the man for trying, or her for parlaying such info. It's what else she said during that meeting that she did control - and everything since that time that has been as boldface of a lie as I've ever dealt with. And I have proof beyond a reasonable doubt on tape, in writing - all of which doesn't matter. All that did was allow me my own personal reassurance that I'm not insane.
 
What we're left with now is a disastrous situation. I'm owed over $10,000 - there's lying, misinformation, out and out attempts at deceiving me to save another $1850 for a computer they now don't want to reimburse. New contracts to replace old contracts for the 4th time. An earlier negotiation process that was filled with such hatred they wrote and I quote:
 
"We're sorry if you and Adam feel that our final number wasn't generous enough. We're also sorry that this didn't work out and wish Adam well in his future endeavors.
 
Have a nice summer."
 
And this because we took a lower offer last year with the express written promise there would be more the second time and they offered us the exact same contract (after weeks of begging for something). It's been unbelieveable. And the killer in all of it is when I finally just accepted everything the next day I get a call from her - literally one lie after another. I guess she didn't remember that I always sent everything TO her as well as the attorney? So I know she saw everything. I mean she literally made up things that Charlotte never said in emails that I had sitting in front of me. On the phone tried to knock another $100 a week off my salary to see if I would catch it. At every possible turn trying to stab at me. And then the computer? WOW.
 
I purchased this computer on May 29th. It took them nearly 5 weeks to send a check and when they finally did it had 45% taxes taken out. AN EXPENSE CHECK. After a week they finally admitted the mistake - told me not to cash it - at which point an automatic payment knocked me over my credit limit as I was waiting forever to cover the expense - and then they come back and say taxes had to be taken out because I'm keeping the computer! All of which is wrong - but their way to fix this - pay me for 2 extra weeks, one before and one after my contract. Whatever people. I mean for fuck's sake. Let's just up my tax bracket ad infinitum on something that should've been a goddamn expense check. For fuck's sake. But then - they cheat me on the back end of the fucking contract! They short the end of the contract by a week to screw me out of that money. When I tell them this - they say, I'm incorrect. When I prove it to them - they get another person involved with the show to REITERATE what I said and try to use that against me. To which I finally just said - "YOUR OWN POINT PROVES MY POINT". LOL. You just can't imagine.
 
Meanwhile I'm stuck with no money. And that's just on the computer butt-fuck. I just finished 3 weeks of work and I've gotten 1 weekly check. To say I'm a low priority is to say the least. Oh and they no longer return any emails or phone calls from Charlotte. Why? Because she called them on their lies. She did what she was supposed to do and stood up for me. Now in the real world - I would respond to the emails from the attorney by saying:  deal with my manager - this is not my job - but at this point? What purpose would that serve? I'm just trying to hold onto all of this until week 13 man. Because there's no way there's a 4th.
 
Of course that's just the money side of it - all the other stuff is just as bad. Absolutely promised on February 10th that I would be doing the last 3 introductions ON The Early Show from LA. Making a little 90 second package of me introducing the acts and that's what they would play. This is in Season 2 mind you and from that point on. That never happened but the high from "Up & Adam" made me let that slide. Now of course she says everything is the same - that was never even brought up before. I bring it up in an email - she completely ignores it. That's the other great thing about her AND the lawyer. You can't write more than one topic in an email or they ignore it. Lovely. Anyway - so now not only is that gone - but the whole 20 second promo I used to get? Gone. 'bout 5 seconds now. And what kills me is I make, compress, and upload a commercial each week with clips of the new show. In fact - they used to show that (Entry 602 - Video) and now it's down to THIS. Even funnier is they use the generic clip from the promo so they might as well use the same one each week. Instead we go through all the trouble of uploading it - having people put it on tape on Sunday - hand deliver it to the studio by Monday morning for that. When I bring this up Nanci writes back: "Nothing is different - it's the exact same time as last season".
 
And what do you say? What the fuck do you say? If someone tells you the sky is green, what do you say? The answer is: nothing. You don't say anything. This isn't about truth or communication. It's about power - and they have it all. Now I wrote out the copy that went under the longer version and explained how it had been cut out - but of course no response. Literally - they fight with you until you prove your point, and then ignore you and act like there was never an issue to begin with. And they can do it.
 
Think that's not enough?  How 'bout censoring every episode to unbelieveable levels. Like, I can never say "Julie" or "Les" again. Ever. She made me take out the word "constipation". Oh and the fight about even mentioning a closet and Spencer in the same sentence. Whew. I won that one though (by replacing Cavity with Strip in regards to a "Search"). It's been constant. Oh and thoughts on Up & Adam? Gone. I wrote to Vinnie weeks ago about the pilot I'm trying to do - and nothing. Completely ignored.
 
Now the catch in all of this is Steve. He doesn't know of any of this computer stuff - and I've tried my damndest not to involve him. But where's the line? We're pretty damn close I must say. I mean shouldn't he know what the people under him are doing? At some point even as a friend do you write a sincere letter? Like "Dude, you just have to know this..." Maybe after I'm no longer working for CBS that letter is in order. But then again, I don't really know Steve - he may be 100% aware of everything that's happening. Something tells me however he isn't. He's the one that jumped in and paid for 100% of the computer - and I think that pissed the other 2 off and they're simply making my life hell right now on purpose. I've long since given up on the "inept" bullshit - it's all pretty contrived to me now. I mean, after admitting that no witholdings should've been taken out - I get this email from her:
 
What we have to do is add two weeks salary to your current contrat
because the computer itself, since you are keeping it, IS correctly
taxed as income. ****** is amending your contract to start a week earlier
(since you did shop and set up that week) and end a week later--he'll
get those documents to you as soon as I get a return e-mail from you.
Thanks adam--sorry this has been cruel and unusual, but it's the
corporate way.

 

Something is fishy in all of this. As if they have never expensed anything before. LOL. Unbefuckinglieveable. And btw - since I did shop and set-up that week, then why aren't I OWED that money anyway? I shopped and set-up for 3 weeks actually - but wtf?
 
Anyway - I'm done with the rant. I just couldn't take it anymore. Had to get it out. And believe me... believe me, I left shit out. This is the last few days.
 
Lucky number 7. Classic
 
Adam