Getting some
humorous reactions from everyone on the news from the
last entry. I guess it's not really clear to some
people how I operate. It's always been about
positivity. Always about openness, honesty,
communication - even when things end as society would
deem: "badly". That's why the bizarre
turn of events with Donna bother me. I know there's
nothing I can do, and in reality nothing I would do
even if I could, that's just not the point. My friend
is in pain. Someone I love dearly, whom I handed my
nervous system for a couple years, is in trouble - and
I feel uneasy. That's all it is. Because as many of
you have pointed out, the timing of all this? Couldn't
be better. To have everything with us cleared up in a
matter of weeks? Yeah, that's completely in-line with
all the other amazing things that have come together
in the last 3 months. So personally, selfishly and
cosmically - it's "dancing a jig" time... but I don't
operate completely on that level. I'm deeply concerned
for her, and not being able to communicate is nails on
a chalkboard for me. Just gotta try and fill your time
with other stuff...
...like completely
destroying your dog's self-confidence. LMAO. Oh how
fun is THIS:
HAAAAAAAAAAA. So
freaking funny.
Ironically, the
last time I did this was with Donna in '07 and we just
laughed our asses off. This video was actually taken
right before I got served yesterday and I was gonna
call her to see if she wanted to hang out and do it
again. So bizarre. Anyway...
I know she looks
horrible, but I don't care. I was able to sweep 6
months worth of hair in 2 minutes. This is a good
thing. It's all about the convenience. Which I'm
realizing is why we all had shitty haircuts as kids
'cause our parents didn't wanna fuck with it all the
time. Granted, the pup will indeed be cooler - but she
looks like an absolute dork and honestly? She's
self-conscious about it. She feels totally awkward and
keeps curling up next to me and actin' funny. Oh and
I'm well aware of it being too short for her to be in
the sun too much, but the pups have free reign to go
inside and outside thanks to a doggie door -
and CeBe stays inside nearly 99% of the day.
She's no dummy. Besides, she doesn't want anyone to
see her with a haircut that bad. :-)
On the "big
news" front - I'm pretty sure I'm going to unlock
everything next week after my first production
meeting. There's just not a lot to hide at the moment,
and there's enough space now that we know it's all
really happening and things are in motion. So expect a
pretty meaty entry in a couple of days and for those
that don't know what the May 28th news holds... be
prepared to fall over. The last 2 months will make a
LOT more sense.
Things just
couldn't be better. Talked with Laura and her friend
Peter about what I'm gonna be doing - and they're all
so freaking jazzed. You forget, ya know? Peter hadn't
seen any of my stuff, and when she showed him - she
got excited again. 'Cause really - it becomes common
place until you watch a new person's reaction... and
then you feed off their vibe and you get all giggly.
:-) So of course I went over there and had a
"happy-fest" with them both as I told them how it's
all gonna work. This is really happening. The timing
is impeccable - and everyone, mark your calendars -
'cause on January 2nd, in Columbus - we're gonna throw
a HUUUUUUUUUUGE party. Entry #1000 on the 10 year
Anniversary.
...now to actually
produce 67 more entries of content by the end of the
year. Wow. I sure do like a challenge don't
I?
