Cool, I'm being invaded by aliens.
It looked like an aircraft, but it never moved, just
spun. It was big and in the sky. I haven't the
slightest idea what it was.
At roughly 3:30 AM
Jess and I sat in awe of these blinking
lights in the sky. I finally fell asleep
and have heard nothing since, but it
certainly was interesting. I'm sure
there's a reasonable explanation for it,
but if not - i took video.
Heh heh. The link is at the bottom of the
page. Sorry I can't hyperlink, but there's
still a problem with my mail server out
here and I can only send notes off their
internet site. So you have to type
On the job front, Jessica starts
her job at the pharmacy tomorrow, and I get to stalk
Sam Ash. I'll go there tomorrow and talk with them
again. "Go back into radio!", I've heard from a number
of you. "You can just do a 9-5 job and leave it
there..." "You already have the
I really have to clear this up. It
hit me last night listening to the FM talk station
here (a personal wet dream for me), and how
pathetically bad it is. My mind went berzerk on what I
could do to make it kick ass. I know if I handed the
"Top 15 Listener Bits" CD to a dozen people in this
city I'd get an offer. But I cannot do it. I cannot. I
have to give 100 percent to 4tvs. Have to. It's an
amazing struggle though. I do miss radio and the
creative freedom I had. AHH! FM Talk in LA. Jesus.
You're watching a man walking a tightrope right now.
You see...I keep picturing Steve Cannon. No, not
Steve, well I guess. I just don't want to become a
lifer. I was a SECOND away from that at CD101. The
full time Late Show. It was right there. I moved to LA
to make some noise in another way. Then again, radio
can certainly help me start. GODDAMNIT. But I'd start
on weekends and that would KILL my gigs (whenever I
get them)...SON OF A BITCH. What would you do? You,
reading. What happens when I have to turn down a gig
because I'm on the air? Man, I'm losing it. It's all
about focus. An I'm completely out of focus. Well, not
exactly. I worked on 4tvs.com all weekend. I finally
got a clip from EVERY set on the site. It'll give
everyone an idea of what goes on. Of course each clip
is missing the main ingredient of LIVE Adam singing
lead...but you can still get the idea. The tape for
the Tonight Show will be in Kevin's hands Friday
morning... I guess everything's cool. Just stressin'
like usual. No, it's not like usual. I'm usually very
laid back and focused, but hearing that talk station
got to me.
Anyway, check out the
section of the site. Lots of stuff for you to see, and
again remember the clip will start playing before it's
finshed loading. Just pause it until it