- 6:00 AM, Sunday,
December 7th, 2025:
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- Fuck it, I'll just
write directly to him. Why be coy.... actually at the end
of the
entry from nearly 2 years
ago I kinda
say it all:
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- With this song
I get to move onto the next chapter with new people,
new partners, and to be honest - a far more talented
and experienced base to build this company off of. I
do miss my old friends, but I'm pretty sure they don't
miss us. You can only beg so many times before you let
go. The kids still ask. That hurts. The sad part is?
The person who this is about will never see it, has
never cared about me or The Journey, has never seen me
as anything but a stepping stone. Years of
opportunities to actually talk to me about working
together never occurred. He just took my shit,
inserted himself without asking and, well, now finds
himself on the outside. It sucks 'cause I like him. It
sucks 'cause our families got along great. It just
SUCKS. I even forgave him for all that, offered him a
percentage and he vanished.
- And now after 2025 he
lost actual, real, tangible money. And amazing adventures
and honestly? I'd have loved to have his input because I
thought he was a friend and I liked how his brain worked.
I OFFERED HIM A PERCENTAGE AND HE GHOSTED.
My kids. What in the actual fuck. Yeah, fuck I still
need to write more...
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- Dude,
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- I don't get
it man - I honestly do not understand how both you AND
your wife (err, they never married) could just
GHOOOOOST. What exactly did we do? Hold you
accountable for doing THE slimiest shit ever?
It's like fogiving someone for cheating on you,
mending the relationship - and then they leave after
you got in a car accident. My fuck dude. And I know
you guys are going through it right now. I know your
struggles, I could have helped, we could've been an
incredible team... but the one thing you could never
have been? Is Hef. An honorable, honest man who has
actual, real contacts in this world that are willing
to help because HE'S willng to help. Sheeeeeeit
that dude is such a badass
HE REINVESTED HIS MONEY BACK INTO THE FUCKING COMPANY
because he believes in it.
-
- You stole 30% of a
production budget for getting ONE meeting. How,
short-sighted. What, $2k? Fucking hell dude. It was a
6 figure year... I'm angry FOR YOUR FAMILY.
They support you and your dreams and... you repeat ad
infinitum just how unlucky you are. GOD that used
to make me crazy dawg - for the 4 years we hung out,
you must have brought up your bad luck every, single,
time. Never once accepting the fact that just
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe you make
REALLY FUCKED UP choices and you
NEVER reflect on them. Your story sits in my
fucking heart and probably will forever. My kids
however finally stopped asking. Finally.
-
- And my dumbass
would STILL TAKE YOUR CALL and hope
you're alright. FUCK ME. I've had marriages
break-up with less baggage dude. UGH.
- Anyway, it was super
fun redoing the song though... (lol)
-
-
- Tin Pan Alley is the
fucking best dude. Goddamn I love the production of that
song. HOW FUN would it be to play that on a big
stage!!! AHHHHH. Man I'm in the right town - I have to
figure out a way to make this happen.
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- Adam
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