- 6:00 AM, Monday,
December 1st, 2025:
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- It's love, it's
love... it's all of the above. One of the more organic
sentences I've ever written honestly. Like, I wanted to
write DIFFERENT words and I was so moved
I couldn't... it's love. It's LOVE! It's
allllllllllll of the above.
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- As the
entry explains
(and it's just from last year), it took the difficulty of
2024 to reignite love songs because our relationship is
too fucking good to keep writing them. When you're both
so disgustingly sweet, and everything worked out and
you're always so happy? You can't just KEEP saying
that. It's like Christian Rock acts: WE GET IT.
YOU LOVE JESUS. Can you fucking stop already?
But getting your ass handed to you for SO LONG with
Virtual Presence almost forces you to wrap yourself up in
the support around you and it just has such a deeper
meaning. As I say in the entry, I need some
sort of trauma to be pushed to writing. I mean, sure
I can write if I need to without that, but The
Journey has never been about content creation. Ugh, I
could never... it's been about documenting what's
happening in real-time - so this song coming out in the
middle of insomnia is beautiufl to me. It feels like
magic...
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- Ahhhhhh... loving
sigh. When you smile at me I feel like I am 33...but
then I see my face in the mirror. Everyone getting
old says it: you're shocked. I sometimes get right
up to the mirror and look quizically at myself like "what
in the actual fuck?". But, as I say in the song, my
eyes still persist. I still see that scheming kid trying
to accomplish well beyond his means.
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- I love the growing
old part of this song more than anything. I'll sing this
for the rest of my life. I'm so, so, lucky.
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- Adam
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