- 6:00 AM, Sunday,
November 2nd, 2025:
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- The amount of
emotions that the original video and story bring up 25
years later is just crazy to me. This was my first, real,
experience with what 20 years later I finally understood:
oh... SHE was a narcissist. Literally took until 2022 for
me to even understand that as a reconnection lead to one
of the craziest emails I've ever received. Like Talya
started reading it and said "Has this person met you?"
and of course she was my manager, we were extremely
close, she knew me for the better part of a decade...
just insane how obvious it was to everyone else - my ass
just kept thinking communication was allllll that was
needed.
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- Story of my FUCKING
life.
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- The
original entry
this song came from is nearly impossible for me to read,
because it's a KID in the midst of this gaslighting
trying to work through it and 50 year old me is like
"DUDE, FUCKING RUN" - I have to imagine it's
what it will feel like when we watch our kids make
similar mistakes? EVERYONE fucking told me she was a
cancer... but she was the only cancer that would fucking
talk to me so watchoo gonna do - LOL. Anyway, it makes
for a cute song and of
course: TIN PAN ALLEY! My favorite
genre...
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- What I love
about the genre is it's just so easy to see it being
performed live and how much fucking fun that would be...
ya know? This is where this whole project becomes an
absolute dream for me: in that video? In my head? There's
a band all around me. If you play these songs through
some nice speakers? It's fucking unreal. I cannot
believe this technology exists, I cannot believe how
much it has healed my heart and soul... and in VR180?!?!
Oh fucking hell - you're THERE dawg. It's so
amazing. I mean... too bad hardly anyone sees it -
but SOMEDAY MAN. lol SOMEDAY they will look back and
be like: "Wait, this dude was doing this shit in the
early 20s?!?".
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- I will be dead.
We'll have been homeless... but boy that recognition
might be nice to my kids.
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- LMFAO.
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- Adam
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