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9:40 PM, Friday, May 9th, 2025:
 
Dude this week. Last night at 7:15 they cancelled my flight for this morning. Just up and said “sorry about this, but it doesn’t exist now.” They rebook me for the following day?!? So I’d get into Vegas Saturday at 4:15pm and leave Vegas Saturday at 8pm? What the fuck. So I just book another flight (now out of LAX instead of Burbank - wonderful) and hope to fight for a refund later.
 
Then I didn’t sleep because I’m just angry about all of this. The entries are locked but long story short: the paid gig I thought I had turned into simply: “hey, come up to Vegas and show people the reel!”. And of course I’m grateful for that, but now we’re just repeating what I’ve been doing with teams for over a year, except it’s $500 per meeting. I mean I keep this to myself, I’m just laying in bed angry. Well Cam’s bed because he’s sick and in our bed. I’m hitting my knees cause I put Cam in a goddamned crawlspace and THAT makes me angry. He should have his own fucking room. I mean it’s a pretty cool room, but the struggle is hitting me. I even say to myself: “Adam you have to change your perspective quickly or you’re gonna screw this up.” I do. I don’t sleep but I get on the plane and I start playing out the day in my head.
 
I get there and meet my contact and start shooting B-roll of the field. Pete finds me and we start talking about shots and then practice starts. I get some great stuff (I think, haven’t seen it) but it was crazy sunny, crazy hot and difficult to shoot to say the least. I mean you’re pretty blind when shooting this mobile (you can’t add external monitors because of weight) but in this sun? It’s actually blind. I’ll find out if I nailed it tomorrow.
 
I then go out with fellow VR filmmaker Carl McLarty (look him up) and my friend Patrick who are both local and get to hang while my files are processing. Patrick found me through Fastest Delorean and then found the journey movies and has followed this crazy story ever since. Carl of course knows the ups and downs of the VR180 world so it was nice to talk to someone about the trials and tribulations of this format. He’s a world traveler (as is Patrick) and we spent most of our time talking about that.
 
Get back to my hotel and figure I should probably make a journey video… let’s post that here:
 
 
It's weird because, for most people this would be an extraordinary day... but because of what it was supposed to be - it just becomes another free shoot, another great response, and another few months of back and forths hoping THIS time Pete being on my side will pay off. It has to, right? I MEAN... HOW DOES ANYTHING GET DONE?!?!?
 
Alright, I'm fading... curious to see the footage but honestly just ready to go home and put together the NEW reel for whomever I’m meeting when I come back.
 
(sigh)
 
Adam