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entry locked until 08.15.25
9:16 AM, Wednesday, April 10th, 2024:
 
Christ it almost took me a week to write this... an entry that will CLEARLY be locked. I just sent a follow-up email and now just have to admit how WILDLY disappointed I am in Meta. Shit, maybe it's not Meta... but just incompetence in general.
 
So last week was the big Meta Zoom meeting. The introduction happened on March 7th, and it took nearly a full month to set the meeting with the department head... and then they didn't show up.
 
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They postponed the meeting 10 days to include someone on the department head's team... and then that's the only person who was there. In my introductory email I linked a flat video (the futurist) as well as a VR180 video (The NFL Pitch) and referenced the NFL Reel (which is private, but I can link them within the headset). None of this was watched.
 
Didn't click on the flat link, didn't put on their headset to watch the pitch. Not even sure this person read the email, they just knew they needed to be on the zoom call because their boss blew it off.
 
Ahem.
 
Then proceeded to tell me they would consider pitches for licensing future videos. For example the Pete Davidson podcast they would be happy to cover production costs and would consider a talent fee. I mean, I guess that's good - I passed that onto Pete's dude... but they haven't actually seen ANYTHING I've produced. So it's clear this is just a paint-by-numbers thing. Nor am I certain this person could assess the difference between good and bad considering what is presently on the Meta TV channel. This is NOT A SLIGHT TO THE FILMMAKERS - it's just a product of new technology and no defining rules. It's actually an exciting time where people are experimenting, etc. It's what I've done for a year and a half. But the cream has to rise... and I need people to realize that - BY ACTUALLY VIEWING THE CONTENT.
 
They also said they'd pass along my videos to the sports media department as well as someone at ESPN which of course perked my ears because that's whose merging with NFL Media and goodness do I need them to see it from me before NFL Media. It's quite clear they're trying to make me just "a camera man" and produce everything in house. In fact as I write today, I'm certain that's what Billy and Thor planned on doing all along. That's why they were preparing the Apple pitch together without me (did I mention that? Ugh), why Billy got the equipment and most recently why Thor didn't want me to mention anything NFL related to Meta.
 
Really dude? I wasn't even under contract with you guys, and now I'm supposed to not mention what I produced? Really. REALLY.
 
It's an ugly game. This is the bad time. No way to beat around the bush. I'm not as depressed as I was in January, but make no mistake - there's no positives to this year. Bally has fallen off the planet - no other contacts have merited ANYTHING and I'm completely spiraling. Thankfully I'm getting some Delorean gigs or I'd be in some serious shit right now.
 
It's bad. I continue to push because... it's just what I do: but make no mistake, this isn't working. There is NO light at the end of this tunnel... which means I need to keep going past all the curves and hopefully see it.
 
Whew.
 
Oh and on that note I needed a video that said everything that's in this locked entry without saying anything that's in this locked video. Here's what I came up with:
 
 
That's kinda neat in VR180. Man I really need to focus my mind on more creative content. I'm so busy documenting that I'm not really experimenting as much. Soon, soon...
 
Adam