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11:34 PM, Saturday, August 19th, 2023:
 
At least when I got the Kenny texts I was expecting them. Sure, I wasn't expecting him to lie and me catch him within the text chain, but still - it was no surprise that we were working on this project, it was the dyno day... that was established.
 
To get a call from... fuck do I say his name? This is locked of course but are we ALREADY on the Charlotte road on DAY ONE. Not a good sign, is it? Alright he gets a fake fucking name because JESUS FUCK DUDE WHAT WERE YOU THINKING.
 
I shall call him Billy.
 
Billy's wife and kid are close with my wife and kids and have been for years. Our favorite pastime is hanging out, letting the kids be crazy, while we sit and talk, eat, drink and be merry. Wonderful routine, we get along very, very well. We rarely speak of career stuff other than "How's the Delorean biz..." or vice-versa. Both Billy and his wife are creative people doing all sorts of stuff. They had both followed my VR180 thing and seen videos from time to time. The last one being the Clippers one which finally went live only 10 days ago. He asked if he could share it with a friend he knew who produced for the NFL and of course: "YES! It's public share it with anyone who will watch it." Desperately trying to get the right people to see it and my friends have been trying to help.
 
So color me surprised when I got a call tonight that said "Great news, we're gonna be pitching to the NFL next week."
 
I felt like someone punched me in the stomach. I couldn't breathe. I calmed myself and got the information and proceeded to tell Talya in the front yard and promptly lose my shit. Thankfully, Nest Cam saves the day for that...
 
 
  
As I say in the video, and certainly all of you at home are saying: "WHO'S WE?!?!" He admitted it happened faster than he expected but OBVIOUSLY he made it sound like we were a team. I don't even know what Billy DOES to partner up with!??! His resume is simply "creative director" and while he was that at actual studios... the only work I've ever seen from him are Christmas cards. Don't get me wrong they're really fucking good Christmas cards... but you just INSERTED yourself into this process and never notified me. Ever. I now have NO choice but to just ride along and then... what, blow up our entire friendship and destroy my kids because I have NO IDEA what the fuck you're doing or how you're planning to be involved? I've spent a year of my life and well into 5 figures building this and while of course I'm appreciative for the meeting... how are we a TEAM? And how does a TEAM start like that? How did you ever think it was OK to just DO IT. I called him back and tried to dip my toe in the "what in the ever-loving fuck are you doing" pool but finally realized we just need to hang one-on-one and talk this out.
 
Since this is locked I can tell you point blank: I want FUCK all to do with ANYONE who would do this without asking me. I'm fucked because he's already shared my work, my name... he's clearly friends with the dude at the NFL and he said he did make it clear this was my video... but he somehow seems to think because he has an interest and passion about VR, that makes him part of the team. And I don't know how to explain to him that all previous production experience is nearly worthless once you throw on a headset and start moving things around in a 3D 180 degree space. It took me 50+ videos and crazy ass productions to understand this and now because he REALLY WANTS TO do it too... he just does? Not as an agent, but as some sort of team? I mean, even agents LET YOU KNOW THEY ARE REPRESENTING YOU BEFORE DOING IT. What the fuck is happening? My brain is about to split in half.
 
This will devastate my kids. They don't deserve this. I will do everything in my power to keep some semblance of normalcy together, but I don't see how he didn't just destroy the relationship. Every scenerio becomes problematic the biggest being: I DON'T TRUST HIM. Like... how's that. I did... we've known each other for years. I would let them watch my kids without a second thought. But after this? Holy horseshit. How dare someone just do that and then expect you to be happy because it's the NFL. Uhm - I don't want it like THIS dude. It's 100% my work, the video was public and you shared that. That's a finder's fee. When you NEVER SPEAK to the person before sharing it? That's a finder's fee. It's not even a manager/agent representation deal because that's something YOU HAVE TO AGREE TO. And I get it - this happened fast and maybe the NFL dude just presumed I wanted Billy involved and Billy didn't stop that line of thinking... but the next call to me is "Hey I have some really strange news, and we should sit down and talk when you get a chance." Not "WE HAVE A PITCH MEETING!" Fucking christ man. That translates ONE WAY: "I took it upon myself to pitch us as a team to my friend and it worked. So now you're connected to me unless you want to just throw away any shot at the NFL."
 
...which I swear to you, I will do in a heartbeat. Billy can pitch it by himself. Shit - download everything and play it for them yourself and then figure out how to make it. This shit is bonkers. Who the fuck does this? I mean in a quarter-century of LA I've seen my share of slimy shit but this is easily the most jaw-dropping move I've ever seen. Kenny is a close 2nd, but his was SO MUCH MORE understandable. He thought he could get away with the lie and tried. HOW THE FUCK DID BILLY THINK THIS WOULD WORK? How did he make that phone call to me!?!?! How was he so void of consideration that he expected me to be happy? We NEVER spoke about this! Though as I did mention in the video in June when I figured out Apple TV+ subscribers were going to have access to VR180 I told him I figured out my path and he wrote back something to the effect of "How do we get on that!". Which I showed to Talya and was like "Huh?". She didn't understand either and we just kind of shook our heads and moved on. Because he has NEVER produced any VR180 content. Doesn't have a camera, doesn't have the computer that could edit it... I mean... for the life of me I do NOT understand what this WE shit is - in June I thought he was just being friendly?!?!? Like... no that doesn't even make sense. But again, we never spoke about a "we" and I wasn't about to get into it with him over that text. He just seemed like he wants to be involved in the next big thing.
 
Well he found a way to be involved: team up without telling me! Force me to accept it or lose the opportunity. What a friend!
 
Un, fucking, real.
 
But whooopee, what great news.
 
Adam