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8:33 AM, Sunday, November 18th, 2022:   It's occurring to me that what felt like Christmas festivities here, will look truly bizarre to anyone in the midwest. LOL. Like, rock climbing, a bubble machine and neon lights? Wait, what? There was Christmas music...     Yeah, that really is pushing it, isn't it. The truth is though - nana was coming into town, we're all focused on Thanksgiving and the tree and all that fun stuff. It was literally CALLED "Holiday in the Park". And I got a new Santa hat for like $4. So it's the start of the Christmas season!   Man, it's more bizarre as I keep writing... like - nothing was really themed in any sort of Christmas or holiday theme... at all. They just CALLED it that shit. LMFAO.   I WAS MANIPULATED INTO FEELING HAPPY GODDAMNIT. Oh well, I am. We are. Love this time of year. So stoked for Turkey. This will be my first attempt at maintaining and even losing a bit of weight the last 6 weeks of the year in... ever.   Like I've never done this, ever. I always just let go and have fun... but I really have to find a way to maintain my health the rest of my life. And it can't be a "goal" oriented diet and routine... it needs to be a lifetime routine. Every day. If not, I'm gonna hit those crazy weights again and NEVER get back. I can't even believe I did it this time. There can't be a next time.   Welcome to pushing 50. Shit changes.   Adam