- 10:44 PM,
Saturday, July 30th, 2022:
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- Well thart was
fuckin' scary... quick video:
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- I cannot for the
life of me understand how we haven't gotten this.
Either that or we've gotten it so often our bodies
just knock it out pretty quick? Are we doing the tests
wrong? Like shoving that swab into a symptomatic kids
nose and swirling it for 5 seconds in each nostril is
an iffy proposition when you're trying to keep them
from being hysterical... but damnit there has to have
been enough on those tests to get a good reading. We
did 3 for him and NOTHING. A few weeks ago I had
the infamous "after-the-vaccine" headache that I was
CERTAIN was COVID... nada. Cannot get a positive
reading to save my life and I know people using
the EXACT same tests that have gotten positives right
away. It does seem a little suspicious that a line
showed up a few hours later, but according to
everything I've read - that is most DEFINITELY a
false positive.
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- UGH.
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- So we thought it
was just a stomach bug to begin with when he puked up
his breakfast in the morning... but then, whew. He
proceeded to puke water for 8+ hours (even AT the
urgent care) and even THEY thought he had COVID. They
didn't have tests though!?!?! How the fuck?!?! How do
we have more tests than an urgent care? Anyway - it
mattered little, we're not doing anything for awhile
so it's a pretty perfect time to get sick. But of
course now we wait to see if the rest of us ever feel
anything because we don't now. And that's the weirdest
part - we have to be the closest family in a very
small house doing EVERYTHING together. How on
earth could one of us get it and no one
else!?!?!
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- But I had that
moment with Cam we had when he was in the hospital two
separate times because he couldn't breathe. There's a
calm moment where you're watching him sleep and you
feel absolutely helpless. Every parent knows this
feeling 'cause you have it a lot when they're 3 and
under. And when it happens and they're older? They
might as well be 2. You're fighting tears, trying to
look strong, but inside you're terrified. Especially
with his breathing issues, immuno-compromised issues
caused by the allergies... you never really know if
the vaccines are gonna help his body fight through it
or not. And when the kid's temperature is pushing 104,
you're in really scary territory. Happened to Vienna
too, the last day in Columbus in March. Then my father
and step-mother got it a month later... I mean,
everyone I know has gotten it except us. That
just can't be. We have to have just timed the tests
wrong... but he couldn't possibly be more symptomatic
so I guess it was just the 24-hour flu? Because he was
absolutely fine by the middle of the day today. And
tonight? Jumping around like it was nothing. No fever
today... nothin'.
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- <throws hands
up>
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- Certainly strange
times these 2020s. Lots of uncertainty, lots of
questions with few answers... meh, the more things
change, the more the stay the same
I guess.
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- Adam
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