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Entry #2094   3:08 PM - December 19th, 2020   Surreal doesn't even begin to explain how strange my memory is of 2 nights ago. It felt like my time machine worked. The party came to us, catered to us, everyone was happy and it went until (ready for this?) 1:30am until the last people left because we were all having so much fun hanging out. It was as if we all NEEDED to feel normal... if just for one night. The expense, my goodness, the expense to feel normal. Thousands spent to just be safe enough to hang out, drink and play GolfKon.   My how we took THAT for granted...      Of course now I presume we will all feel guilty for 14 days as every sneeze or cough or random "lack of taste/smell" scare will make us think we have COVID. Again, not only were we all tested, but we were outside all night and although not maintaining 6 feet? It would STILL be difficult in that setting to pass that virus on. No we were insanely careful and I have no regrets...   ...but it's gonna be a countdown to New Year's Eve for me and Talya for sure. Especially with Cam's issues.   Great now I have guilt.   But no! My FUCK we all got PCR'd! That real test! Not that rapid bullshit. The $179 jobbie. FACKIN HELL. Oh and my left ear STILL hurts. My sinuses, boy. How crazy...   Anyway, wonderful night - will remember it forever. Cannot believe how normal and wonderful it felt. Best night at GolfKon ever. In 2020.   Whew...   Adam