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#2066
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- 10:59 AM -
September 2nd, 2020
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- So I'm what... 186
right now? That is 36 pounds heavier than my goal.
What I was at in 2016 - and what I look best
at on camera...
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- However it's also
quite a distance from 215, where I was a few
months ago and thanks to saggy skin? I can pull
this off:
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- That resembles me
36 pounds lighter. It isn't and when I am 36 pounds
lighter you will see the difference. My face and the
angle can trick you... and again, thanks to sagging
skin - my face just gets more drawn and long because
my fat is all resting in my stomach. LOL. But I
couldn't pull this off 30 pounds heavier. So my
outside matches something that my inside just,
doesn't, feel... I took this video (turned it
into a pic) and watching it I was just stunned. Wait,
that's me? How did that happen. Oh here's the
video...
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- I mean
I know how it happened: 45 straight days of
kicking ass. Eating less and moving more. That's not
the story... the story is that I am able to fake it at
this weight. Of course as any actor or model knows,
your "angles" are severely limited when you're
overweight. Even 5 pounds overweight. I have 1 angle
at this weight and you're looking at it. At 150?
I have several. But even at my best? I'm not a
model and I have a plethora of bad angles I have
to avoid to look "good" in every shot. This is wildly
superficial shit and embarassing to write about, but
it's the game. And I have to be on-screen up against
1995 Adam in about a month and you'd better fucking
believe I'm doing everything I can to hold up.
Unfortunately I will still be 25 pounds overweight
when I shoot that... but since I know my angles
I'll be able to hide that fact. I wish I had kept
up my dieting attempts when I started in April... I
wouldn't have to worry about this... but I
didn't.
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- Fuck.
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- But 175 is where I
was for Fastest Delorean 2 and I can handle being
there again. However, the Return of The Egos will
require an Adam in the 150s, period. Fat Spencer is
saaaaaaaad. I need a chin for Spence.
LOL.
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- Oh yeah, I'm doing
The Egos next year for the 20 year anniversary... did
I mention that? Oops.
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- Yup. Alright, back
to editing.
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- Adam
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