- Entry
#2041
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- 11:50 AM - June
19th, 2020
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- Man.
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- Man.
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- I'm probably
slightly overreacting because my eye was puffy from
the stye and I'm clearly just over fucking weight...
but my entire adult life I have wondered: when is the
wall? Everyone goes through it. You look relatively
the same during 3-5 year periods and then one period,
usually in your 40s, there's an abrupt change.
I mean... this was me in 2016:
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- That dude could be
any age from 25-45. Now? Oh I'm 45. I'm 50, I'm
anything but youthful. And while I will lose
weight and look "my best" it does indeed feel like
there's a wall. A new normal. Time will tell.
Hopefully soon. But it feels like a crossroads for my
looks.
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- <shrugs>
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- That's life.
That's self-awareness. That's what makes me,
me.
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- Adam
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