- 1:11 PM, Thursday,
January 31st, 2019:
- So after the
craziness of 2017 I gained some wait after
spending the majority of 2016 in the 150s looking
quite fit. Understandable, Fastest Delorean fucked me
up. And even losing a bunch of weight to get into the
160s for the race? I relaxed as we went through
the holidays and looked forward to January 2018 to get
back in shape like I usually do around that
- ...and then the
fire on January 20th. All focus went elsewhere, the
movie, the promotion the car never working - FINALLY.
After 18 months, in August last year I figured
out the stalling/starting issue and it drastically
changed my stress level. So THIS January it
should be smooth sailing, right?
- Well, how bad do
you want it? Where is the "wall" for a man who
struggled his whole life? The motivator was ALWAYS
being in front of the camera and that's still there to
a degree... but it isn't what it once was and I'm so
goddamned happy spending time with my family that this
is officially as hard as it's ever been...
- ...but today
I didn't want to lose my streak of running even
though it was 48 degrees and pouring down
- It makes me
believe I'll be back. Now, it may take the entirety of
this year because I'm SO far off... but I feel
more ready now than I have in years. So, how bad
do I want it?