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1:11 PM, Thursday, January 31st, 2019:   So after the craziness of 2017 I gained some wait after spending the majority of 2016 in the 150s looking quite fit. Understandable, Fastest Delorean fucked me up. And even losing a bunch of weight to get into the 160s for the race? I relaxed as we went through the holidays and looked forward to January 2018 to get back in shape like I usually do around that time...   ...and then the fire on January 20th. All focus went elsewhere, the movie, the promotion the car never working - FINALLY. After 18 months, in August last year I figured out the stalling/starting issue and it drastically changed my stress level. So THIS January it should be smooth sailing, right?   Well, how bad do you want it? Where is the "wall" for a man who struggled his whole life? The motivator was ALWAYS being in front of the camera and that's still there to a degree... but it isn't what it once was and I'm so goddamned happy spending time with my family that this is officially as hard as it's ever been...   ...but today I didn't want to lose my streak of running even though it was 48 degrees and pouring down rain...     It makes me believe I'll be back. Now, it may take the entirety of this year because I'm SO far off... but I feel more ready now than I have in years. So, how bad do I want it?   Let's see...   Adam