- 10:54 AM, Sunday,
December 30th, 2018:
- So we're now at
Jess & Jeff's and having a blast.
I still have a moment in my head from last night
that I have a feeling will kinda stick with me
forever. Throw in the sad piano music and voila, a
- I know it's a
dramatic. It's a truth I've known for 20 years. I
would repeat the same actions if given the chance. It
doesn't lessen the WEIGHT of it however. You're not an
adult until you have to make a choice you know will
always stick with you no matter how "right" it was. I,
did not, belong, in Columbus Ohio. That was a
universal truth that looking at my few adult years
there SCREAM REPEATEDLY. I was bursting at the
seams with everything I did, so again - I had to
leave. And it was never temporary. I could have
very well stayed in NY from 2006 on, or hell given it
all up and traveled the world after 2009, but
I wasn't living in Columbus.
- I'm still sad my
kids won't know my family the way I did.
- It just is. man.
There was no 100% perfect outcome. This was the best
it could be. That's what videos are for. That's what
telling stories is all about. I have a lot of
videos and a lot of stories. But moments like this
entry's video will always tug at me.