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5:11 PM, Friday, April 22nd, 2016:
 
Ha. So guess what Mark said:
 
 
Jesus is that ever cryptic. Wow. At least I can tell the whole story in here because there's a chance it's NEVER told. Ugh.
 
So I did call Mark on Tuesday and tell him the situation and he agreed that not only don't they own any rights to any of my ideas without a contract, they never actually GAVE ideas. I'm free to do what I want and he understands my reticence to EVER work with a company that would blow me off like that. I forwarded HALF of what I had sent them and he literally said: "Jesus! Very thorough... I can't believe they haven't got back to you." It really is crazy. He said, let's meet Thursday and hash out a new plan.
 
We spent a good 2+ hours talking and the funny thing is, that when he got here he was digging "Dream Yards" and not feeling "Chasing Heroes" and by the end, that completely flipped. I think he just had to sit and talk to me and get a better feel for what I'm capable of. Chasing Heroes is more of a leap than a backyard makeover show, but I just feel it has to be first. I think every single "hero" celebrity you get to this backyard further cements me as the guy to HOST Dream Yards... not the other way around. We ended things with him saying: we have to shoot Dave Grohl.
 
Uhm, yes we do, sir. Yes we do.
 
He said if we shot that episode in quick, 10 minute form, we could sell this. He needs a reel to get a few green lights to SHOOT this, but that's the key... and he thinks he can get Dave Grohl. So, well, I do a new focused reel about "Chasing Heroes" and probably also one for "Dream Yards" just in case and we're back in business.
 
...and yeah, there's that whole thing. As much as I admire the dude for falling on the sword before, I don't want to go through this shit again - can we please get some confirmation from your agent at Paradigm before I sign? And he of course wants to know we're in business before he even includes him so we're at a bit of a crossroads.
 
But you already saw the video, so...
 
He said, point blank, "Adam, if I can't end up selling this, I will do EXACTLY what I did before and let you out. If Collins Avenue then shows interest, they're all yours." But he did warn me about that. He believes they will own 100% of the idea. 100%. I will be "talent". It's customary to see people in my position get $500-$1000 per show. With Mark it's 50/50 on the production end which, honestly, is a little fucking insane considering just how much of this is MEEEEEEEEEE, but that's the industry and I'm used to it. He has the contacts, he has a reality track record, I don't. So I'm happy giving up 50%. 100% and just being talent is insulting...
 
...then again, THEY'VE NEVER FUCKING RESPONDED. It's NEARLY A MONTH. FOR FUCK'S SAKE. Seriously, if I was Jeff Collins and I knew that my development team brought talent in, pitched this, and then did THIS? I would be fucking livid. You don't treat INTERNS like this, let alone someone you're trying to go into business with. Unreal.
 
Then again, their "genre" direction did help get my brain moving which is certainly appreciated. I just find it stunning that it lead me AWAY from them. When will they ever contact me again? I'm glad I had the balls to say "fuck you, I'm moving on..." and I DID. Now I go to work on the reel and presumably we start shooting the Dave Grohl episode in a couple weeks. DAVE FUCKING GROHL IS THIS POSSIBLE? Dude, if The Foo Fighters are playing minigolf in my backyard this year? I will have to re-evaluate my life. Like, I'll have to have a "new normal" moment like none-other. That's just insanity. I mean, Prince played Foo Fighters songs in the middle of his fucking Superbowl chalftime show because, DUH - it's DAVE FUCKING GROHL and they're incredible. And goddamnit, Prince would've done this show. I KNOW it. That's what is special about this idea, man. People that would NEVER do reality would totally come to some dude's backyard because they know HE built it and HE made this happen. It's not fabricated, there's no gimmick - just a dude with a mid-western sensibility believing he could do something and doing it. That's it. So if they're back there the sky is the goddamned limit. It's the moment that I truly believe I've created something amazing.
 
I half-believe it now, we're on the precipice to all-out glee. This is fun. It's date-night though and I need to go celebrate. I signed 4 goddamned contracts today (2 partnership development deals and 2 talent development deals) and I finally feel like I'm back in control. Whew. What a goddamned month THIS has been. OH! THE EGOS LINE IN THE VIDEO!
 
So, in putting together what this show would be, it relies on all of my talents to get in FRONT of my heroes. From construction, to animation, to acting, to singing, to drone operator, to jesus - what haven't I proven I can do well? It's nuts. Mark had mentioned I should have a crew that I direct to go out and do things and IN THE ABOVE video is the moment I realize just who would be that crew: The Egos. Duh. I have these personalities willing to do and say shit I've never felt comfortable saying. Gary can go to a club at midnight and mack on a chick while trying to get a number to get to the next stage of the chase - Spencer CLEARLY can fit in where I cannot, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. It's an arena where the characters are obviously me (because split-screens basically confuse people because we look so different) and I can use them at will to get where we need to go. It's fucking perfect. Holy shit. THEY. ARE. BACK.
 
Now... let's make that reel.
 
Adam