- 9:15 PM, Sunday,
December 28th, 2014:
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- No, seriously. Are
we here? Did we make it? That's about how out of my
head I am right now.
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- Apparently the
stress of thinking I had bought at best a vehicle
owned by someone else and at worst, a stolen vehicle
had thrown me into a flu like sick that has zapped
every ounce of energy from my body. All at a time when
I'm in a race to finish The Journey for the year,
start the new year... ugh. This is the crazy time for
me. Thankfully it looks like I'll make it. Here it is,
our anniversary, and I was able to drag myself out of
bed to at least continue our tradition of eating
somewhere we've never been on our anniversary. Hell,
if we could pull it off last year (literally the day
we brought Cameron home from the hospital), being sick
should be the least of our concerns:
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- How cute is that
fucker when he hears music?!?!?!
GODDDDAMNIT THAT'S ADORABLE. Ahem,
sorry.
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- So yeah, that's
the feeling as we get to this moment: "Are we alive?".
And I will get into that in greater detail in the
final entry on the 31st... but yeah, just surviving
this year has been so tough - then add in everything
I tried to accomplish? Fuck. Exhausted. It's no
wonder I'm sick as hell. Throw-in the absolute
"party" atmosphere of eating bad food in November
and December - I am genuinely excited about feeling
better, running, eating less and weighing less. It's a
cycle I've fallen in love with and seemingly the only
thing that works. I have to let myself go a bit
to start it back up. By March Madness at the end of
March? I'll be in great shape. After Halloween next
year? I will relax and get fat again.
<shrugs> Sure beats going years without ever
being in shape.
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- But alas, it is
our anniversary. 4 years ago today I hit "in a
relationship" with Talya and 3 years ago today we were
married. It's ridiculous we've been married only 3
years and have a 2 year old and a 1 year old, but we
have and we do. I really look forward to those
two little fuckers being able to sleep in the same
room at some point and having our house back, though
part of me thinks I'm going to have to build the
addition so they can have 2 separate rooms. Cam just
wakes up too often and hollers for a few minutes. For
the 2 days they were in the same room Vienna heard
that, she screamed then Cam REALLY screamed. Cam
just doesn't sleep through the night like Vienna does.
He may not. Oh well. It is what it is.
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- We're to a good
point though. We know we've weathered quite a storm.
When you start the year with a 15 month old and a 1
week old... you're in for some shit. We're here. We
had a nice anniversary, and we're both looking forward
to a bit more of a routine in the coming months.
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- Love you hon.
:-)
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- Adam
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