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               5:55 PM, Saturday,
               June 28th, 2014: Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
               Enough of this absolutely ridiculous side-road in The
               Journey. This should be a 2 minute, never worthy of an
               entry - MAYBE A RANDOMS ENTRY -
               asterisk but instead it is the entirety of mid-June.
               Meanwhile I'm missing all sorts of milestones and
               awesomeness because of someone else's control issues.
               UGH. So enough of that.
               I know I'm a few days early - but we're gonna just
               celebrate Talya's 30th birthday (7/1) for a week.
               Cool?  Cool. She wanted a song.
               Not necessarily a birthday song, but she missed
               hearing me sing. I can do that. Even with constant
               chaos surrounding me and never having alone time
               (ironically she comes in at the tail end of this video
               and I've had no time since to redo it - LOL) this
               came out of my brain:  Which makes me
               WEEEP when I watch it. Granted, I had a
               small cocktail and forgot to eat that much today - so
               that might have somthing to do with it... but
               the real reason? Is that in 1 minute that capsulizes
               our life. In 20 years we will watch this and lose our
               FREAKING MINDS. Because yes, this year is CRAZY
               difficult to balance, she's dealing with all that it
               means to turn 30, I'm dealing with absolute insanity
               and all the while? There's 2 kids under 21 months
               being fucking babies about it all.  LMFAO. Seriously though,
               if Vienna loses her shit
               ONE MORE TIME about
               DROPPING SOMETHING that is
               IN FRONT OF HER, Talya and I just
               might be doing HEROIN next month.
               END OF THE WORLD. It's literally the
               END OF THE WORLD to this kid.
I DROPPED MY PUZZLE PIECE WHEN I WOULD'VE PREFERRED IT REMAINED IN MY HAND!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Sometimes you
               giggle at that? Sometimes you just can't. LMAO.
               Welcome to life with a 1 year old. So yeah, Happy
               Birthday - welcome to the greatest decade of your life
               - all of the goofy stressors in our life will be gone
               in a blink of an eye and I guarantee you we will
               both miss how much our children needed us at EVERY,
               FUCKING, SECOND as the years pass. Stay in the
               moment, enjoy the ride. Goddamn I love the shit
               out of you. Adam |