5:55 PM, Saturday, June 28th, 2014:
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. Enough of this absolutely ridiculous side-road in The Journey. This should be a 2 minute, never worthy of an entry - MAYBE A RANDOMS ENTRY - asterisk but instead it is the entirety of mid-June. Meanwhile I'm missing all sorts of milestones and awesomeness because of someone else's control issues. UGH.
So enough of that. I know I'm a few days early - but we're gonna just celebrate Talya's 30th birthday (7/1) for a week. Cool?
She wanted a song. Not necessarily a birthday song, but she missed hearing me sing. I can do that. Even with constant chaos surrounding me and never having alone time (ironically she comes in at the tail end of this video and I've had no time since to redo it - LOL) this came out of my brain:
Which makes me WEEEP when I watch it. Granted, I had a small cocktail and forgot to eat that much today - so that might have somthing to do with it... but the real reason? Is that in 1 minute that capsulizes our life. In 20 years we will watch this and lose our FREAKING MINDS. Because yes, this year is CRAZY difficult to balance, she's dealing with all that it means to turn 30, I'm dealing with absolute insanity and all the while? There's 2 kids under 21 months being fucking babies about it all.
Seriously though, if Vienna loses her shit ONE MORE TIME about DROPPING SOMETHING that is IN FRONT OF HER, Talya and I just might be doing HEROIN next month. END OF THE WORLD. It's literally the END OF THE WORLD to this kid.
Sometimes you giggle at that? Sometimes you just can't. LMAO. Welcome to life with a 1 year old.
So yeah, Happy Birthday - welcome to the greatest decade of your life - all of the goofy stressors in our life will be gone in a blink of an eye and I guarantee you we will both miss how much our children needed us at EVERY, FUCKING, SECOND as the years pass.
Stay in the moment, enjoy the ride. Goddamn I love the shit out of you.