- 5:55 PM, Saturday,
June 28th, 2014:
Enough of this absolutely ridiculous side-road in The
Journey. This should be a 2 minute, never worthy of an
entry - MAYBE A RANDOMS ENTRY -
asterisk but instead it is the entirety of mid-June.
Meanwhile I'm missing all sorts of milestones and
awesomeness because of someone else's control issues.
- So enough of that.
I know I'm a few days early - but we're gonna just
celebrate Talya's 30th birthday (7/1) for a week.
- She wanted a song.
Not necessarily a birthday song, but she missed
hearing me sing. I can do that. Even with constant
chaos surrounding me and never having alone time
(ironically she comes in at the tail end of this video
and I've had no time since to redo it - LOL) this
came out of my brain:
- Which makes me
WEEEP when I watch it. Granted, I had a
small cocktail and forgot to eat that much today - so
that might have somthing to do with it... but
the real reason? Is that in 1 minute that capsulizes
our life. In 20 years we will watch this and lose our
FREAKING MINDS. Because yes, this year is CRAZY
difficult to balance, she's dealing with all that it
means to turn 30, I'm dealing with absolute insanity
and all the while? There's 2 kids under 21 months
being fucking babies about it all.
- Seriously though,
if Vienna loses her shit
ONE MORE TIME about
DROPPING SOMETHING that is
IN FRONT OF HER, Talya and I just
might be doing HEROIN next month.
END OF THE WORLD. It's literally the
END OF THE WORLD to this kid.
- I DROPPED MY PUZZLE PIECE WHEN I
- WOULD'VE PREFERRED IT REMAINED IN MY HAND!!!!
- Sometimes you
giggle at that? Sometimes you just can't. LMAO.
Welcome to life with a 1 year old.
- So yeah, Happy
Birthday - welcome to the greatest decade of your life
- all of the goofy stressors in our life will be gone
in a blink of an eye and I guarantee you we will
both miss how much our children needed us at EVERY,
FUCKING, SECOND as the years pass.
- Stay in the
moment, enjoy the ride. Goddamn I love the shit
out of you.