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7:59 AM, Saturday, November 9th, 2013:
 
It may surprise some people to know I really don't have equipment for what I do. All my "songs" are recorded on a video camera. I try to fix the crappy sound in post, and sometimes can... but you know what I really miss? What it feels like to perform on good equipment. It feels wonderful. It's a luxury I can't rationalize because I can pull off what I need without it... but I do miss the joy of performing in a real studio where you sound pristine. And instantly hearing your voice and instrument in your cans... which, oddly, I still can't do without a bit more equipment - but I did buy a good microphone which means I still get the joy of knowing what I'm doing will need no tweaking... that I can just play around for a bit, have a train of thought solo jam session and it will sound good. It's freedom...
 
 
I feel like I did as a kid in my dad's studio. That's why things like this pop up:
 
I'm in your ear,
Whispering softly,
Strumming so softly,
In your ear...
 
I'm in your ear,
Strumming so softly,
Oh so softly,
In your ear...
 
Baby Vienna, I love you.
 
That's what you do when you're a kid and you hear yourself in your headphones for the first time. It's a 30 year old memory for me and I'm enjoying reliving that.
 
Eventually, I'm going to be putting together real songs. The first 2 songs of this month are me just remembering how to do it. Good equipment really can do so much. I mean, I've seen people with good equipment do horrible work, no doubt, but since I've spent my entire adult life McGyvering ways with poor equipment to make it sound good? Simply one nice condenser mic and I feel like I'm the richest man in the world. It's inspiring to no end. It's a happy thing for me... of course the ability to pull things off when the creative moment strikes is nearly impossible since I no longer have an office - but something tells me that hearing a baby or a washing machine in the background may be a truism that will make me cry listening to it later in life. Gotta embrace the colorings. They are your present and will immediately be your past.
 
:-)
 
Adam
 
Happy Birthday Brendan Murphy. Jesus how on earth does your brain remember random dates from 5th grade? He was a month after me, a year younger, and in the same grade. I guess that sticks out. Still talk every year or so.