I'm in an absolute
daze right now. You know how you're so tired you can't
sleep? Yeah. After back to back 18 hour days with at
least 9 hours tomorrow before the party... whew. Oh
yeah the party...
Sometimes you just
need a deadline, so I invited a bunch of people
to play all 9 Golfkon holes for Labor Day. Of course
there are only 7 right now, but I did lay the
cement for one of those and, well, here's some video
of that.
You know what
I love about that video? It's exactly our life.
How we talk. Seems a strange thing to say for a man
who has 1264 videos just like that - LOL - but
I mean, it has the same sort of rhythm. Not sure
why that video stands out so much to me. It's such a
sign of the times with me telling her to
TAKE IT EASY when she's not feeling good
with the pregnancy. If the baby wants you not to move?
Don't move. You have that luxury since you're not
working so take advantage of that! I really just don't
want Vienna to come early. Heh.
And can
I just say something about the beefcake shirtless
videos. Uhm, this is not my intention. Something
happened to my body over the past 4 months where now
my normal lazy shirtless state looks "showy". I never
wear a shirt when working in the sun if at all
possible because I tan IMMEDIATELY and end up
looking like a dipshit if I wear a shirt and
that's really it. Was the same at 190 pounds as it is
at 150 pounds. And jeeeeeeeezus has it been sunny. I'm
a different race right now. Anyway, what was the point
of this?
Oh, yeah, it's
September. I know everyone always says this when we
jump into September but summer really did fly by.
Everything feels different now in regards to the baby
because it really could be any time. It could happen
this month, and at the very least it's happening NEXT
month. I'm working so freaking hard and am actually a
little bummed that I'm doing mini-golf holes instead
of things we NEED, but it was the right solution to
the pipe issue and I have to finish it now or it'll
never be completed. And I actually dig the work.
I should write an entry about that because people's
reactions to my work ethic are stunning to me. I feel
like I have some sort of insight into happiness
when people act like it's a bad thing that I
can barely move my hands. That's a badge of honor to
me. It means I'm making the most of my day. It feels
amazing.
I'm also aware
that now? Every month and year will fly by. It's the
truth about having kids that is inescapable: nothing
flies by faster than life with children. It's why I'm
on such a tear with the rennovation stuff - I have the
time now.
Alright - party
tomorrow, up at 6am to complete everything.
Whew.
