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4:20 PM, Thursday, March 22nd, 2012:
 
How does it happen so fast? How can my head/heart/soul instantly go back to that feeling of anticipation... even when you know, you KNOW, nothing should come out of this meeting. Why do you send the final email confirming the meeting you set-up, turn off the computer and then you're whisked to 2006. Remembering that these two people, simply by wanting to help, changed your entire life. Wondering if just maybe, maybe there'll be a fit at MSNBC like there was at CBS...
 
...although they never even budged at your Newt Gingrich parody last year. Tammy was happy for the success, but never saw a place Dylan Ratigan could use it (the show she now works for and Steve Friedman Executive Produces). But, she felt that same uncertainty when I came to her office at CBS after they had me on for only one on-air appearence. I was determined to make it more than that...
 
(exerpt from Entry #569)
So I'm in her office, just talking about everything. Someone actually walked by and asked what was goin' on and she said: "Oh we're just trying to figure out what to do with Adam's career" which I thought was pretty cool, so I figured I'd just throw it out there. She sat for a second, said "hmmm" and grabbed a piece of paper and wrote the vice-president's email and hers, and said "pitch it to us".
 

I did, it worked, and the rest is history. It would go even further than The Egos when Steve Friedman and Vinnie Favale came together the following year to produce "Up & Adam", which unfortunately all disappeared with Steve's firing. He took some time off, started a company I thought might be a fit, then eventually went back to TV running Dylan Ratigan's show. Unfortunately, of all MSNBC shows, his is more financial than political and other than his daily rant, there's not really a spot where I could contribute. So of course, I'll ask about the daily rant... I will pick their brains... I will give them the documentary blu-ray... and I will continue to think that maybe next Tuesday will be as important to my career as the 560s of yesteryear. I'm just amazed my imagination still flutters...

 
 
 
 
I like that I look older. Grizzled. I see a story in my face. I will make fun of my appearence and joke with Tammy and Steve that in an hour I could look like Spencer or be 6 other different people at the drop of a facial hair or two. Thankfully they know that. Now, next Tuesday will they know of a way for us to work together or buy what I sling at them?
 
That's why we keep following this story...
 
Adam