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Entry #1105
 
7:33 PM, December 19th, 2010:
 
Told ya that song was special...
 
 
:-) That's a totally unnecessary picture. Mixing audio from a keyboard/mic and a TV certainly doesn't require a diagram, but it was an homage to my "flux capacitor" drawing a dozen years ago...
 
 
Fun to feel a little jolt of electricity. I kinda think it's because I rarely buy electronics unless they help my career and I love researching for deals on things like that. So, what the hell is all this - and how did it happen?
 
That song. That haunting, remarkably sad, hypnotic song hasn't left my mind and I've been aching to perform it. I mentioned in the last entry that it felt like a crossroads, but then logic takes over and it kinda kills it. In fact, this is exactly what happened when I thought of 4tvs. The initial idea, then it fades 'cause it seems daunting, and then BOOM - you just jump. You buy the 4 TVs and see what happens. Well, I haven't bought anything, but last night I solved the one big stumbling block to me performing live... who the fuck wants to hear ballads all night. Getting together a band is pretty expensive around these parts as anyone worth a shit gets paid by the lead guy to play. Remember when I played that gig with Adam Darling in March '09? Everyone was paid but me (and I was happy to help him, not bitching at all). Point is, it costs a fortune. And, as you all know, you pay the VENUE to boot. No, LA is not the place to start something up.
 
As well, the songs I'm doing? Their hearts are stuck inside the actual Journey videos. The video and the audio for "Let Them Drown" are absolutely intertwined. I want to tell the story of the song, I want to show people the video - AND I want to perform it live...
 
...and voila. You perform with a big-ass HDTV, you tell some stories... and you share some songs. And because of the technology leap in the past 10 years, I can play everything off of a freaking USB drive in 1080p high definition effortlessly. <shakes head> Also? I can throw everything in my CAMRY and go to a gig. <shakes head again> Now, to me? It's nowhere near as impressive as 4tvs was. But people never understood what it took to do that show, and I guarantee if within this live show I did one tiny piece of interaction with ONE EGO and myself before a song? People would be just as "Wowed". It's what I learned with doing The iPad Comic earlier this year. If people can understand the technology? Then it's impressive. Even though doing 2 people at once is a thousand times easier to do? People grasp what you're doing. With 4tvs? Most everyone was baffled - so they stopped thinking about it and really just felt like there were 5 people onstage. 'Cause once you can't figure it out? You just stop trying and enjoy the show. There's such a thing as "too good" when it comes to a live show. It's the same reason HUGE magic tricks lose their impressiveness. In fact, wow - that's the analogy for sure. Make the Statue of Liberty disappear? Yawn. Do sleight of hand card tricks in a small space a foot from someone? That shit sticks with the audience. Finding the line is crucial. This may be it...
 
...or it may not. Heh. Bottom line?  I just don't care. I want to perform and put more energy into music in the coming year. Throw a couple tunes on iTunes and try and get out there and sing. Venues will be very difficult though, because this will more than likely be a theater piece. I'll have to rent out a small theater, and sell seats to cover my expense... not sure how I'll get people out more than once actually... hmmm, more roadblocks. LOL. Meh, I really just don't care. The thought of performing this show makes me smile. I need to smile.
 
 
Pivotal month. Thank the fuck christ.
 
Adam